quite fast lahz..last day of term one already..erm..yesterday went for co... siewhwa pulled me into the ban zhou for haosheng's solo one..felt that i am a disgrace..cause i played too lousy..or should i say..i only played about one quarter one the song correctly..this week going to chiong already..hahaz...btw..haosheng is a funny guy..hahaz.. went home..studied a maths until 10 plus..then too tired le..so went sleep... hmmz..today after sch got co one..but nobody came..so we were dismissed...haiz..haiz..then we went to prac our chun tian for a while..haiz..we need to improve..ahhaz...then i take my qin and went home..seeing that it was going to rain..i walked as fast as i could..hahaz..then i reached my house..it rained heavily..luckily..ahhaz..phew! then after that went tuition..after tution came home and watched jay's concert vcd..skimmed through it only...hahaz.. later going to prac my qin again le.. anyway..teachers gave us hw as if it was a one month holiday when it was only a week of holiday..haiz..how am i going to finish up all the hw...haiz...plus..i becoming more and more lazy le..hahaz...plus all the co thing...hahaz..kekez.. byebyez.. tomorrow going out with xue li bahz..after co..kekez.. take carez...
i knew that today will be the end of everything.. from tomorrow onwards..you will have your own life.. with your dear friends... and i would not be in that special list.. i knew it.. i knew it all.. through your everything..... i really wanted everything to be like in the past... but isit possible? isit possible??!!????!!?? i cannot hold it any longer... i really wanted to confide into someone... someone whom i can trust...
